I really shouldn't have started this because I'm a little worried it will become a new addiction, but oh well, here goes.
I guess I'm a little strange, quirky and just...well, I don't fit in. I can see beauty in the grotesque; I can find excitement in things that others would find terrifying. I like to walk a fine line between reality and my own little fantasy world.
I'm not alive if my heart isn't pounding, if my mind isn't churning.
I'm an artist, I write and I love to talk to people with intelligence. I have a few disorders; these keep me from being a normal everyday person. I feel like I lead a double life and I guess online is a place I can express this, there is no need to hide who I am.
I’m passionate about the human body; it’s amazing and fascinating in every way (though I don't treat mine very well), along with the human mind. However, I know all too well that the human mind can be your greatest tool, but also the ultimate enemy. It knows you, your weaknesses and your strengths. Fighting your mind is an intense battle, a war constantly raging on within you.
This is a form of escape. Nothing I post is mine, unless otherwise stated. All writings are from the depths of my mind, unless another source is credited.
My only advice to you? Quietly walk away.
I wish I had some sort of fucking purpose in life, something that could make me want to become more of a person, something to give me the desire to want to move forward.
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